Vaccines. One of my biggest inner struggles. I work in a healthcare environment where we very much stride on being healthy, naturally. I have done more research than probably most healthcare professionals on vaccines, including their benefits, their side effects; both mild and severe and there rate of success. I have fears of putting things that are unnatural in my body that are supposed to cause a reaction to your immune system. It scares me to know that with every vaccination, you are putting a little part of the disease, that you want to protect your body from, in you. So when I found out I was pregnant, I made myself sick trying to decide if I was going to vaccinate my daughter or not. Now before anyone gets up in arms about to vaccinate or not to vaccinate, I am a FIRM believer in doing what is best for yourself. I have never been against anyone else getting vaccines if they wanted them, or talked poorly about people that have pushed vaccinations... as long as they did their research. One of the worst things for someone to do when making such an important decision like that is to see something on a commercial, or just read a pamphlet and make their decision because it "sounds" like the right thing to do. It must be, right? Because
everyone else is doing it. I am not like that. I always always always encourage our patients at the office to do research on things that they are putting into their body & see if it is right for them. I don't say it hoping that they will be scared off, that is not how decisions should be made. They should be educated, and they should be firm decisions made with rational and confident thoughts.
So anyway, like I was saying, I went back and forth, researching every vaccine that a child "should" receive according to the CDC. And there are definitely some vaccines that I will NOT give myself or my child for our safety. (lets just say I know exactly what is in them, and it is not pretty). I am not going to be an advocate for either side, because I don't ever want to come across to you lovely readers that I am pushing one way or another, that is why I don't want to discuss what vaccines I won't do, well that and I have seen plenty of hate mail come through on other bloggers' posts because some people don't agree with their thoughts... no thank you, not for me. I like to think that my readers enjoy reading my blog, not just looking to argue about something. :)
When Kennedy was born we did have her get her first HepB shot, which we planned on doing & following through on, but the others were still up in the air. Well the time came today, at her 2 month check-up with the doctor to decide what we were going to do. Andy and I are both completely on the same page when it comes to vaccinations & we talked about this matter many times, for many months. We talked about it again today at the doctor's office. We asked questions & had an extremely good talk with our doctor. Even she told us that with some vaccines, Kennedy would still be at risk of getting the disease, and we talked about the side effects that are possible. There were some that she said probably weren't necessary & some that she would encourage and she gave very good reasons for that. After much thought, we did in fact get K vaccinated today. Like I said before, there are some that we will not be getting in the future and we are confident and happy with that decision, as is our doctor.
I do have to admit that I have a fear that if something were to happen to Kennedy now, from a side effect, I would feel awful about myself & I would forever blame myself for what happened. I realize that I just need to know that out of the two options, this was the better for
our family. Regardless of the future, we will pray that nothing will ever go wrong & continue to do the best that we can as parents, in raising our precious daughter. I think I am just more afraid of knowing that we made that decision for her, she didn't have a say in it & it is our job to protect her.
Now onto stats, because lets be honest... I just threw out a pretty heavy topic to start my blog with so I should probably end with something light
Kennedy is:
Weight- 12lbs 4oz
Height- 25 1/4 inches (WHAT A TALL GIRL)
Head Circumference- 15 1/2
She is doing "awesome" in the words of our Pediatrician.
Some other tidbits:
She is wearing 3-6 month clothes, because she is too long for 3 month.
She wears 6-9 month pjs because she likes them big, she is always kicking her legs
She LOVES Mickey Mouse Clubhouse, mostly the Hotdog song at the end
She is one of the happiest babies I know
She sleeps mostly through the night, once in awhile she will wake up after 6-7 hours of sleep to eat and fall right back to bed
She will smile when she sees Andy or I when we have been gone to work all day
She is always smiling when we talk to her
She hates having a wet diaper.. she will immediately start fussing when it is wet
She loves to eat
She is a snuggler, and when she falls asleep she will raise her right arm above her head
She loves sitting in her highchair when we eat, We're definitely the Three Muskateers around this house.
Well thats all for now! Here are some pictures to share with you guys :) Because who doesn't love those
The arm raising thing I was telling you about :)
Loves her bouncing chair
With Auntie Emily
Sitting in her highchair like a big girl!
And my adorable little nephew, Evan
Well after that mouthful, I am off to get ready, get some dinner & then Andy and I are going to stop by his sister's house to wish her a Happy Birthday & visit with adults for a little while. Kennedy is going to stay home & hang out with Grandma & Grandpa for an hour or two.
Have a great weekend!